okai. so for many reasons i wonder why do i love my family so much. though theyve done so many things i dint like am still here putting up with their mistakes. my brother. he has not been here for me since the grocery came along. but still when i see him couldnt help but simle cause hes done a good job. there are many blogers that i treasure who has been visitng my old blog. though right now they dont visit my new one. am thankful i got to know them. russ, my big ate. knows how to make me smile. Tiepee, like a big sis i treat her. hundun, though she doesnt visit, i miss her. Ariane, somehow i find a big ate in her, and i wish she was my own. Vea, my first big sis. thanks. i am the youngest blogger they know and so as my friend carleen. somehow they had made me feel welcome in the blogger world.
and as for my brother. i miss him. without a doubt i do. my one and only wish for my birthday is for him to be there. but i know he wont. and so as i write this entry i wish he knew how i felt. though i couldnt tell him. i try to show him as much as posible. we have been together through thick and thin. but now when i need him where is he? i culdnt tell him this was the way i felt about whats happening. slowly as time passes by i feel that he is slowly drifting away. if he is this i want to say. "i love you kuya" and i always will. they have been telling me that i why do i keep a blog when i have my personal diary. to tell you. what i post in my blog is the same thing i write in my diary. i wanna keep track of the way we have been with each other. and sometimes i cry that knowing that it will never happen again. i trust that people who read this would be able to help me. as for russ, tiepee, ariane, and vea. i wish you wer here.
nwei i had this heart to heart talk with mei bro, 